THE FALL

"....... I let it fall, my heart ......" 

Gini tho rasanya. Membuka hati, memberi izin pada dirimu... merasakan kehadiran jiwa lain.
Membiarkan hati, berbuat sekehendak hati.
Rasa ini,
bukan jenis yang merambat dari pandangan mata ke ulu hati. Atau jenis yang berdetak begitu saja, hadir tanpa aba-aba. Rasanya bukan. Aku membiarkan hatiku merasa,
lalu 'kejatuhan' itu menghasilkan detak-detak di ulu hati. Rasa.

That fall, made me feel your everything. This fall, just this damn thing called 'in love', I basically let myself falling for you. Feels for you.
I didn't know yet if this is gonna be good or bad for us, to just let myself easily feels this way about you. All I know, right know... my heart beats in your name. Wait! Okay, maybe that last sentence was a little bit exaggerating. Well, my point is, I finally know what it means when some girl saying with a soft-sad-dramatic-voice, she let herself feels for somebody... other than herself. A man. Maybe a boy. A love interest. I think this is quite different than a crush-kind-of-feeling. This is not something you fall without knowing when or how. This thing, this heart-beat-in-your-name kind of feeling that I am talking about only happen after you let your heart, your soul or yourselves open to feel for a certain person.
Well, well...
this is me, falling.
For you I'm feeling. ***Now, I quite understand why it call 'falling' when somebody in love with someone else.

This fall, this one that I'm gonna do, I'll do it for you... freely... knowingly. Hoping you're the one, I've been waiting all along. I've been missing all this life.
just so you know.